May 10th, 2006

the-gi het-gi gi-het(heat) get-hi hit-eg

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Theres so many choices, it's overwhelming me. My insides feel odd all the time now, sort of like I'd imagine Bruce Willis must have felt as the character in Unbreakable when he woke up each morning not knowing his purpose was something much greater.. He had help in the realization, so did I, but somewhere along the line, after so many individual interferences from babylonian jammed people and an annoying inability to follow through on things stored in an oddly inconsistent memory, purpose has slipped and an air of dazedness set in for a few weeks and is still slowly dissipating.. release me, renew me, refine me!

Away from the computers for so many months is akin to not playing chess or something for a long time, dissolved thinking patterns plague me, couple things will help, hacky sack and rollerblading, breathing and meditatin.. Even now, this post feels all grogg.

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