May 22nd, 2006

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The Media IS the Message

The media is a mess, what it needs is age, it needs to grow up, grow out, connect, interconnect, intertwine, refine, evolve... the media mess needs age, mess-age.

At our disposal local here are means to spread messages to the people, the local newspapers, the information networks exist, we merely need to focus on the messages we know need spreading and then begin sending them out. Movie nights, parties, potlucks, tams etc, these are not gonna cut it for delivery of full scale enlightening information, they're merely marketing locations, marketing of the message, not delivery.

What is the most impactful thing we can deliver to the masses, what would create the most waves towards babylonian revolution? What subjectmatter, what methodology, what focus? Back in January this would have been really easy for me to formulate but now.. I don't want to go at this alone, the tide absorbs my ripples too quickly. It's necessary to takle this en masse, likeminded spirits in many directions backing each other up.. So many rivers to cross, so many mountains to climb, we must team up and work together in all seriousness towards common actions which will impact the shit outta these people and make them take note!

So.. in part, I feel we ought to bring together some of the people we know who are willing, have a dinner gathering or something where we can discuss our skills, interests, options and work on a plan, dividing up tasks and tackling them one by one.

Enlighten was meant to be something to that effect but with all the past turmoil surrounding my heart and the necessity to delegate so much time to helping friends with thier actions.. I truly fell short of the vision and that was very dissapointing. Watch me pull a rabbit outta a hat instead of a lion. Stand back bullwinkle. Button up the sleeve.. presto!
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Here It is..

So aspergers doesen't quite fit, I took an online diagnosis and got this..

F21 Schizotypal Disorder
A disorder characterized by eccentric behaviour and anomalies of thinking and affect which resemble those seen in schizophrenia, thought no definite and characteristic schizophrenic anomalies have occurred at any stage. There is no dominant or typical disturbance, but any of the following may be present:

(a) inappropriate or constricted affect (the individual appears cold and aloof);
(b) behaviour or appearance that is odd, eccentric, or peculiar;
(c) poor rapport with others and a tendency to social withdrawal;
(d) odd beliefs or magical thinking, influencing behaviour and inconsistent with subcultural norms;
(e) suspiciousness or paranoid ideas;
(f) obsessive ruminations without inner resistance, often with dysmorphophobic, sexual or aggressive contents;
(g) unusual perceptual experiences including somatosensory (bodily) or other illusions, depersonalization or derealization;
(h) vague, circumstantial, metaphorical, overelaborate, or stereotyped thinking, manifested by odd speech or in other ways, without gross incoherence;
(i) occasional transient quasi-psychotic episodes with intense illusions, auditory or other hallucinations, and delusion-like ideas, usually occurring without external provocation.

The disorder runs a chronic course with fluctuations of intensity. Occasionally it evolves into overt schizophrenia. There is no definite onset and its evolution and course are usually those of a personality disorder. It is more common in individuals related to schizophrenics and is believed to be part of the genetic "spectrum" of schizophrenia.