May 8th, 2007

reflect sunglasses fashion

Lyrics fit in..

When I wake up in the morning I see
Everybody's looking at me
Whispering and talking, pointin fingers at me
What is it that they want me to be
Can't keep up this fight no more
Won't keep up this fight no more

So I run to my world, (my world) my world
Where I can do what I want and be free to be myself
I gotta run to my world, my world
Coz I aint comfortable with trying to be somebody else

[Chorus:]
I gotta get away from this crazy life
Get away from the hype
Get away from this two and two makes five
Take a look beyond what they see
Maybe you will realise
So come with me
On my roller-coaster ride

When you go to sleep at night you dream
Of all the things you've always wanted to be
But when you wake up in the morning you see
That everything is out of your reach

Can't keep up this fight no more
Won't keep up this fight no more

[Chorus]

Let me show you all the things you don't see
Come with me
If you don't already know
This life you see is so different on the inside
If you
Come with me
So let me know

'jay sean - "come with me" & "On & On"

Thinking bout all of those days I left behind
Nowadays it seems I'm watching life just pass me by
The world is spinning beneath my feet at an unforgiving pace
And I, I just find myself falling victim to the chase

If only I could take it back, to the days when I was younger
Then maybe I would cherish that moment I grew older
Finally I understand that time won't wait for no one (no no no)
I can't live in the past

On N on, on N on, it don't look back (people move)
On N on, on N on, they won't look back (and thought I've moved)
On N on, on N on, I won't forget
What it took to get me here,
How much I sacrificed

Maybe I allowed myself to be consumed
Turned my back on what once the only life I knew
Too busy loving me to notice everything had changed
and I've come to terms that nothing ever stays the same

If only I could take it back, to the days when I was younger
Then maybe I would cherish that moment I grew older
Finally I understand that time won't wait for no one (no no no)
I can't live in the past

On N on, on N on, it don't look back (people move)
On N on, on N on, they won't look back (and thought I've moved)
On N on, on N on, I won't forget
What it took to get me here,
How much I sacrificed

Now I see, that on the road that I chose
I can't leave, when the weakness begins to show
Finally, I just gotta let it go

On N on, on N on, it don't look back (people move)
On N on, on N on, they won't look back (and thought I've moved)
On N on, on N on, I won't forget
What it took to get me here,
How much I sacrificed [x3]
focus earthy spirit eyes on lives family

Family

We are so many.. and a future so grand, picture so large and encompassing, so broad, so detailed, so cooperative and multi-functional, describing component parts isn't enough. Video? Theres some piece of shyness that's crept into here, it's going to be weeded out, Gaspesie is coming really soon, been putting off leaving but now is then.

Torn between security and solitude and servitude, scavenging and recognizing the need for growth and reinforcement. Reinforcement comes from so few directions here, people behave pushily and oft throw up hands to symbolize blocking or unwillingness to grow. Players need the right signal to take part, to make haste, to act, wheat the signal? There are so many signals, doing them all simultaneously is difficult unless I can get cleaned up again physically, these foods, these energy fields, the exhausting chemical gasses floating around everywhere.. the residual energy signatures impressed everywhere.. I feel so slow mentally and physically I call for vacance.

A time alone will be well for us and plans put into action grow even regardless. This we know from experience, focus on the inside, focus on the inside. Distractions away. Philibert. Boxes, books, Gaspesie.

How can one grow to do all these things that are asked of me? This is much. Walking an infinite path requires strength and patience and constant reminding.