August 19th, 2007

the-gi het-gi gi-het(heat) get-hi hit-eg

Number without Number?

Systematic Catch 22, twit, twist flat in flat. Given a prison of walls with only walls as the means of escape, how to escape? Prefer prison. Show everyone in prison the walls, get them to agree that walls are walls, then get them to agree that walls can waver and dissipate. Until they SEE walls they adamantly say "walls are there" without seeing WHERE! They cannot point at walls they do not see but can insist that the walls are invisible, indivisible, and resolutely and determinably dictate each others paths so as to avoid coming within range of the sight of the "supposed" walls so other will join in the blind eye turning away from the edges of containment, middling the piddling;. Where are these walls?

Some things learned about ALL walls.

A. They have AREA in them.
B. They may BE broken, shattered, de-constructed.
C. They may be CLIMBEd, gone under, circumlocuted.
D. They are made of IDEAS, as are we! I-DE-AS.
E. They may be me, they may be you, they ARE US.
F. There are less walls than space in which to erect walls.
G. We can point at walls, walls allow pointing.
H. We see walls from outside, they see us as outside.
I. They stand UP, we press them DOWN.
J. We throw HOOKS at them to clamp on. Necessarily.
K. With enough force, walls become windows or floors.
L. Walls are LINEAR concepts, the VOLUME of them is AMPLIFIED LINEARLY.
M. All lines are flat, fluid lateral motion.
N. Evolution is inclusive of all direction, LATERAL as just one.
O. Opening involves OVERT OUTER thinking.
P. Push them they fall, pull them they fall.
Q. Walls QUIT being walls whenever necessary.
R. Round walls are slippery realities.
S. Seeing a walls from both sides simultaneously means simplification.
T. In truth there are no walls, there is only TRUTH.
U. U R A WALL until you determine walls are doors. Then U R A DOOR. Walk through yourself and see how open life is as a door, always keep the door of you open.

V. Very open doors are NEVER VERY closed walls.
W. Before you waved at the wall, the wall waved at you. If the wall didn't wave at you, there would be "...."

X. Marks the spot where are insert our intelligence and go around the walls.
Z. escaping this ZOO of a mind controlled by paradigms.

WITH(OUT)!!??

In seeking to lessen the concept structure, to reduce it to bare bones I recognize that which seemed obvious from the start, no matter how the reduction regresses, we are always left with concepts which short of REdefinition are understood from the perspectives we have to work with.

Thus, upon arrival at TO and OF we recognize the elasticity structure of reflectivity, we place two mirrors face to face and then give one a bit of twisyness and watch the reflections waver, they remain true to their nature, they tunnel vision us with motion the tunnel elasticises stretching too and fro, to and of the tempo of temper toning.

The only way to de-limit utilizing words is to push the symbols together into inexplainable combinations, the words which we have no true notion of such as LIGHT, SOUL etc. These concepts have many reflections trying to clarify the reflector yet to the best of our knowledge we cannot name them and do not name them anything other than what they are. LIGHT is something we label based on the visible effects it produces, we cannot prove LIGHT exists, we have no idea what LIGHT is, we merely believe light to be something because the word functions and is accepted as a phenomenon.

We could compare light to dream(DE-re-AM) to illusion to dark(DE-ark), the interesting this of these is that the words exist as SECOND to/of which they claim precedes them, they are TRUTH of their own, they stand firm in their SELF-ness, the words are the words are the words, they are not that which they point at, they however are pointed TO/OF relatives.

I need a place to teach. This blog has exhibited such a limited reach, and the boredom of seeking intelligences in this world has proved uneventful, even the most acceptable people I know hold so tightly to their preconditioning they fight the same word game with synonyms repetitively with a passion that resembles defensive strategy, they did not exhibit the OPENNESS of a blank slate such as primary school children do. They appear so conditioned into the paradigm prison they appear to not WANT to get free! I feel like the only person on this planet walking this path, though I know that we are all walking paths and none can be on the path I am on but me, it would be nice to walk with some who WANT to walk.
the-gi het-gi gi-het(heat) get-hi hit-eg

Philosophy is FULL of CIRCUMLOCUTION.

Lets privy to proof.

Here is the classic example of a self evident and self answering question.

"Is there a God?"

Lets reorganize the structure a few times first..

There is a God?
A God is There?
A There is God?
God there is A?
God a there Is?
God is a There?

The question is such simple play at words, due to it's contents it is it's own answer, the utilization of a word proves the existence of the word. The WORD IS USED.

There is A GOD. A GOD is there! THERE is God A. A GOD<-there is.

Is there a_______. Yes, <-see!

If there was NO GOD, there would be NO GOD, if there was... there was... if there is..there is.. there is as there is, there was as there was, there will be as there will be.

What is GOD? God is What God is. What is What? It's a Waving Hat. Hats go on, hats come off, but they are hats and they wave themselves and we wave them, and they wave us, but they are still hats.

GOD "IS" GOD, GOD is GO, OD, DO, G, DOG, OG, D God is a SYMBOL, GOD is THREE SYMBOLS, GOD is a NAME, GOD is a WORD, GOD is a MIRROR, GOD is A REFLECTION, GOD is a REFRACTION.

IS "there" a GOD? Yes, "there" IS a GOD, you see "there" Gee od!
the-gi het-gi gi-het(heat) get-hi hit-eg

Email to Billy the Gate Gates.

Hi Bill,

I know you must receive gargantuan amounts of spam, so I'll wager I'd have to try a few hundred different subject lines before finding one that would call out the code, "READ ME" to you.. but if this one did it, I appear to be relatively fortunate, though in your position, you generally are led to believe that without a BIG NAME attached to it, you probably don't want to read it.

I just want to talk to you. I know you. I know how you think. First I want to say congratulations, the story of you is a successful one. Accept a digital back pat. *pat*pat.

Now, rewind your memories back, way back, to when you were just starting out and noone would listen to you, few would give you the time of day, and you KNEW what you had was going to turn walls into doors even though everyone you spoke to thought you were off your rocker..

Now meet me. I'm you. I am off my rocker according to everyone. I am so far out there people don't see me, I''m Mr. Invisible and because of it I am ALSO Mr. Invincible. Why? Because noone else has what I have, noone else knows what I know, noone else even believes I KNOW what I KNOW, which means I have the game ALL sewed up.

Who am I? I'm nobody. I'm everybody. I'm anybody, and yes I'm somebody. And the body of me contains, retains and maintains some of the strangest information ever amalgamated into a human mind. I'm every scientist, mathematician, philosopher, artist, technician and the kitchen to cook it in.

Why are you reading this email anyway, you must have lost a million dollars reading this crap. Oh, it's because you see potential in the most obscure places, and yes I'm it.

Key 1. I DO NOT WANT MONEY for any and every reason. I have no use for it, as the concept of it has very nearly reached the end of it's life.. it's old news based in what I know about the relative future.

key2. I DO WANT to make you MORE money. Why? Because you like money, and I know how to make money, especially when it's money making for SOMEONE else.

key3. Why do I NOT want money for me but I do want money for you? I know some things you do not know. I know some things NO other human alive knows, I know whats going on IN the matrix of life, and you represent a KEY to ME. The only way for you to unlock me though is to insert yourself into my memory and me into yours.

What does this mean? It means I can help not just you, but the entire planet, in ways that humanity has not yet imagined, or has imagined yet viewed as impossibilities. I am the key. You are the lock. If we work together the future of Microsoft will be something so much more than you EVER dreamed of. And I will be nothing more than the advisor of the future.

I'm not going to give you the information in an email, or on the phone. I'm not going to do any more than I have just done. I know where this is going already and it will expand exponentially with you or without you, the trick is recognizing that getting to it first, IS your only option. Second is not an option, its an acceptance of someone else being first.

Bill, I am you to the power of PI. I have integrated you into my programming, you are a part of and not just you, if you know what I mean.. You have NOT integrated me, and I am NO"THIN" you can classify by any "title" you've paradigmed into mind already, I am a wildcard, a joker, an ace in the hole, a metaphorical infinite combination key, I "know" so far outside the box that I view the box as kindergarten, elementary and I never met anyone other than a mirror capable of reflecting me.

Know that I would have to fill your mind with 6 months of non-stop dialogue for you to understand a fraction of a fraction of what I say, akin to someone who programs in basic trying to explain basic to a chinese speaking child, using pig latin.

I am selling myself now aren't I? Must be nice to see something so valuable with no price tag. I LOVE being free, there is no price on me.

I'm done writing for now. If you even read this email I'd be impressed. I'm already impressed that I wrote it in the belief you might actually read it.

You're a smart guy, I'm not going to make it any easier on you than it already is. I know if you read this intensely you ARE interested and thats enough. Heres clue number one.

Gregory Terrance Crockatt
In a Montreal near you.

If you can find me, I want to see you.
the-gi het-gi gi-het(heat) get-hi hit-eg

Positive fighting Negative? Negate it I've

positive does not fight the negative fight, its fights the positive fight.

Every statement we make is influence, what we focus on becomes stronger, so in stating "predictions" about out futures we AID in the realization of those predictions. We must STOP predicting NEGATIVES and START KNOWING POSITIVES.

When one sees a "problem" often times once goes off to tell someone else about the problem, this is a spreading of problem, not a solution, the solution to every problem is to see not a problem but a request for action, a request for solution, and then DO the solution.

We tend often to allow our conditioning settle in and see the necessity for SOLUTION DOING as someone elses "problem" and leave the action of solution in our sub-conscience and instead spread more "problem" by not just leaving the "problem" but referring it along the chain of action to another actor.

We can be the actor of solution just by DOING the action, but instead we have proved again and again that LAZINESS is preferred, that pointing out a problem is EASIER than fixing it, so we comment, we defer, we digress, we stand back and shout at everyone around us to RECOGNIZE the problem but NOT to fix it. We'd seemingly rather spread the problem around, kick it into seperate piles and then erect signs stating DO NOT CLEAN UP THIS MESS, TELL SOMEONE ELSE TO READ THIS SIGN.

It's so silly, so insanely invalid, so absolutely irrational and ironic that we do this, but then it is exemplified to us consistently by our memories, we remember thqat this is how everyone else DOES IT. So so do we.

It would be a simple thing to grab a dozen garbage bags and walk around the neighborhood and pick up the trash, it would be a step more complex to grab a few recycling bags AND a garbage back and actually SORT the trash ALL BY OURSELF and NOT ASK FOR HELP.

But rather the often more taken road is instead we walk PAST the garbage, SEE it and think to ourselves that SOMEONE (other than ourself) is NOT doing "their job" yet is it not us who is FEELING the FEELING? We MUST let go of our "pass the buck-ness and DO DOING what needs DOING, without a desire for any reward other than the DOING itself.

I am nearly at the stage where completely going contrary to the current function of governmental, money based systematic lifestyle is my ONLY choice. I wll go homeless, moneyless, id-less, and accept NOTHING as payment for DOING all the things that NEED doing. I will walk around the city and clean up trash, recycle what needs recycling, I will come to your house and organize it for you, clean it, arrange it, cook for you and do whatever, and I will NOT accept payment.

This seems rediculous because you are DEFINATELY as capable a human as I am, so why would I do this? BECAUSE THESE ARE MY MEMORIES and they're a MESS and I don't accept MESSY MEMORIES, I ORGANIZE them! Without any permission requests.

Humanity is waking up now, otherwise I would not be the example I am.
the-gi het-gi gi-het(heat) get-hi hit-eg

Email from Mother..

This is akin to purpose here..


THE PSYCHIATRIST AND THE PROCTOLOGIST
Two doctors opened an office in a small town and put up a sign reading:
"Dr. Smith and Dr. Jones, Hysterias and Posteriors."
The town council was not happy with the sign, so the doctors changed it
to read, "Schizoids and Hemorrhoids."
This was not acceptable either, so in an effort to satisfy the council,
they changed the sign to "Catatonics and High Colonics."
No go.
Next, they tried "Manic Depressives and Anal Retentives."
Thumbs down again.
Then came "Minds and Behinds."
Still no good.
Another attempt resulted in "Lost Souls and Butt Holes."
Unacceptable, again.
So they tried "Analysis and Anal Cysts."
No way.
"Nuts and Butts"?
No way.
"Freaks and Cheeks"?
Still no go.
"Loons and Moons"?
Forget it.
Almost at their wit's end, the doctors finally came up with:
"Dr. Smith and Dr. Jones, Odds and Ends."
Everyone loved it.
the-gi het-gi gi-het(heat) get-hi hit-eg

Just so's U know..

The reason I do not present a complete theory, or attempt to absolutely DEFINE the nature of things... I am a child in this and IF I say, THUS I request SAY BE.

Reality is in command of me, and I of it, so I accept potentiality as PURE potential and seek to RELEASE control from controlling control.

The alphabet defines itself, the number symbols define themselves and they are only restricted by restrictions themselves which are PREdefined towards REfinition. We are impeding the flow of potentiality every time we define it as anything other than that which it is. It is that which it is, potentially.

In solving an unsolved mystery we loose mystery!