IT all comes up to the rise and shine. Sokay, even thru the grey, we are a shiny day, the sun is behind the chi strewn clouds, and lou the clear bell rings to bring us glittery and happy things.
Now begin to nitoce, how everything you say and do, brings me closer to you. At least, or omost when the both of us what, what it do.
It's seems like we're always together and never apart you want me to tell you how I feel but it is you it has always been you who told me my feelings and I could never be honest with myself as honest as you were when we stood face to face I want to tell you my brows raise and squint I look again seeking to see the king in you instead seeing the jester you reflect of me and still I spend hours preparing to fail only the words fall unheard for fingers flail the sounds are click and clack, and we tie light where is my honesty, where is the trust in me I want to tell you you are lovely and I care I want to hold you close and breath your air I want and yet we are one, and you ask my name and I fall apart trying to remember who I am and convince you that we are the same when you knew the truth before me and decided that I ought learn again I want to hold you close and let the flames burn I want to turn back the hands which pull me away but when we're close I turn and run away because you are more honest than I you speak my worth and show me I fear and this is the reason I run from you dear you do not no me, though I no you and I question why and where this became my rue the rod I took led me far from arms and armed I became to ward your charms and the more I fended and fenced my D the further away you went from me only now I come to clearly sow the things I reaped and cold and snow and it melts in springs warm eastern breeze yet still my heart seeks answers these how can we be in love and yet turn back how can the love we made have grown slack how could you turn to me and ask are we stuck carrying each others slack we raised this tent to ward the rains the searing pains the drags and drains and all I ask is that we learn to speak the truth in each others terms to let o be a and a be o and glow so that we might melt the snow the frost the sweet sparkling sleet though somehow some of this creates ow and ow in you is ow in me we share this eternal emotional we there is no me without you and no you without me and yet we stand face to face body to body, seeking embrace seeking to become the ember ace the king of hearts the queen and our space and time between we split ourselves asunder for the joy of coming together yet we forgot to forget we were once one and every time we meet we fish to rise the sense of catching some great prize each other, each o there, each whole apart a party of one split days
yes, the yah way, the road with no no's the true path we deserve to walk along where we already know each other where we never forget to forgive where faith and forge serve metal and the courage to just make love
I want to say I love you I want every word that is spoken to say I love you and I don't want to ASK if you love me I want to be certain you do everyone of you I want to love and be loved I just don't know why I want to know why I need love and I want to be happy with the answer so that only poetry will come forth and music be my language and we can sing together and fly and you'll be sure I'm not some unintriduced and obscure guy
who am I I don't know will you love me anyway? I hope so.
I feel the need to question why to search and seek to learn and wonder and climb that peak I feel the determination of a world wanting to clarify the reason for a yes and no thing Is and isnt a thing both right and wrong is and isnt the high and the low road leading both forward and back is slow as good as fast is hard as well as soft is happy and sad both angry and glad are they equal? are they the same? are we one as are things? if one rule is the same and we each agree why the n? why they and we? why question and answer? why hate and love and fly my dove yet land.............. yet land.
If one thing is as good as another and we come and go rise and fall yes we glee the fall and strain the rise we slip and slide and get back up or back in and back away yet.. yet...
whats the similarity whats the familiarity why the distaste and groaning when we expect distraction and deserve what we get
I grew to be grey the middle the balance the scales the justice and equilibrium of both up and down, left and right right and wrong or what?
exemplify insanity and be free to do it whateveer way it wants to be done but does it want to be done or do we do "it" because it can be done
Why do I care if I go left or right why does it matter where I stay tonight I don't see a specific route though you would have me believe
or is it I who would be leave yet when I am leaving am I not also arriving?
When I see you look at me what is it you are seeking do you see king? Why must I rule I need no measure for me a sure meaasure is equal all ways always equal and its ok with me whatever choice I make until I see your opinion of it how you are affected by it how my action or choice is viewed and then echoed by you and then I re-evaluate myself, my path my road
do you do this? or do you always walk the yah way.
Left or right up or down day or night man or woman
does it mean anything at all? or did I make it mean some n thing just to create a reason to be different instead of the same
yes
how can I let go o myself again without fearing to hurt you or causing fear in you or any of the things my freedom seems to elicit in you
for when I feel happy with true glee at the place where I become anything you stop understanding me and we fall apart together and im happy but youre not
you only seem happy when im not well you seem happy most of the time and still im not because I want you ALL in my life and you are, but, but, im confused I want so much for us all I want the worlds free d-om
I want the aum of love to be our food no trickery or lies, yet lay down if you want, just let me stand and dance and choose me im only one and youre so many dont make me choose among you it seems so mean. I want you all.
